Frustration

so, i am not even going to bother with capitals today. i'm too frustrated. with a few things.
first off, i can't help but get frustrated when people say they miss their husbands/boyfriends and they aren't even apart a week. oh, it really kills me if it's just for like one night. i mean, come on. get over yourself. try months at a time. with them not even somewhere you can call. then try missing them. it puts one freaking night into perspective. i try to be sympathetic. i really do. okay, maybe i am lying. because i really don't think i try. granted, i know it stinks to be away from the person you love no matter how long, but don't even think about coming to me to complain about one night. seriously. i mean, the first month cody and i were married, he was gone for 2 weeks. seriously. you think i'm going to care about one little night. please. ok, i'm getting off my soapbox. i'm just a little passionate about this one. okay, okay, seriously i'm done.
now to just my recent frustration. i'm not going into details for my sake, but work is killing me. it's not MY work. i LOVE my boss and all the people i work with. i even like all the kids and their parents. seriously. it's a great job. but, for this reason i'm not talking about, i haven't been at work for 2 weeks. and it's okay. it's kind of been a nice vacation, but it's not what i would choose. so, finally, yesterday i got the call that i was going to work "tomorrow" (tomorrow being today, thursday, but the call was wednesday...make sense?) and i was so super excited. for real. and now i went to work. i am done, early...and am not working tomorrow so the other stuff not involving my work directly can get sorted out. and it's just frustrating. i try to not get upset and i think i'm doing a good job, but it's still rather disheartening. and it makes me sad. what was said that happened would NEVER happen with me. i love my job and my line of work so much and anybody who has EVER known me knows that. it's just hard.
so, now on to other things in my head...
i cannot WAIT for sunday. sunday morning i leave for cabo with my bestest friend and we get to enjoy the beautiful beach and weather until wednesday. i am so excited. not only just to get away from all this stuff, but to be with her for 3 whole days. that doesn't happen very much with her anymore. for one, she's just dang busy. but for two, i don't live there anymore. so, i can't wait. it will be much needed time together.

so, i think i am done thinking right now. i hope you enjoy getting a peak into my thoughts.

have a wonderful day :)
stef